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Signs of spiritual awakening


There are many spiritual awakening symptoms. In fact, spiritual awakening

Qsymptoms are not only emotional but also psychological and even physical. Here are twenty-three of the most common symptoms out there. See how many you can identify with:


You feel as though your life is false

You craving for meaning and purpose

You begin asking deep questions

You realize that a lot of what you’ve been taught is a lie

You feel completely lost and alone

You see through the illusions of society

You see how unhappy most people are

You want to ‘purge’ your life

You begin experiencing deep empathy and compassion

You desire to be alone

Conversations seem shallow

You want to quit your job

You thirst for authenticity and truth

You become aware of your old negative habits

You experience anxiety and/or depression

You become more sensitive

You want to make the world a better place

You deeply want to understand who you are

Your intuition is heightened

More synchronicity

You feel more wonder and curiosity

You start to love unconditionally

You see that we are all One


LIGHT CODE : THE REASON WE ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE ENERGETICALLY


WE ARE EXPERIENCING THE END OF THE WORLD OR THE APOCALYPSE OF THE HEART (EARTH) .

What does many ancient teachings say happen in the last days ?

We are experiencing judgement day within our collective and the world!


Ecclesiastes 12:14

For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil





Signs you might be experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul (along with a spiritual awakening) include the following:

You feel isolated from everything (others, yourself, life in general)

You feel abandoned by god/the divine

Your mood is almost always low and melancholic

You’re lost and don’t know which direction is right

You feel despair and horror when observing the world

You feel a sense of existential dread

You feel deep tiredness in your bones

You lack the motivation to keep doing what you used to

You’ve lost interest in most things

You keep pondering the deep questions of life (e.g. “what is the purpose?”)

You feel like you don’t belong on this planet







the emotional aspect is feminine, when a man is blocked emotionally, the woman will take on that energy and be unable to connect with him emotionally. This is why women always feel like they are not being emotionally fulfilled all while the man is being sexually fulfilled. This is an imbalance! It’s leads to lack and strife because the whole world is created from a woman’s womb including personal finances! Once the relationship between the divine feminine and masculine is balanced, your finances will change according to the level of connection between you and your partner


MANY OF US WHO CAME INTO CONSCIOUSNESS AFTER RELEGION, BECAME CODEPENDENT OF A MAN NAMED JESUS! THE BIBLE SAYS YE ARE GODS, SO BY PUTTING JESUS TO BE THE SAVIOR OF YOUR LIFE, YOU PUT ANOTHER GOD BEFORE YOURSELF! WE MUST BE ACCOUNTABLE.


BY GIVING OUR MIND TO JESUS WE WERE PRACTICING MAGICAL INVOCATION, and by using the ritual of blood and bread each year, we were renewing the strength that deity had over us.

THIS IS FULL FLEDGE POSESSION. SO BETELGEUSE IS PERFORMING BIO-Exorcism!


Magical invocation-defined as


the act of invoking or calling upon a deity, spirit, etc., for aid, protection, inspiration, or the like; supplication.


any petitioning or supplication for help or aid.

a form of prayer invoking God's presence, especially one said at the beginning of a religious service or public ceremony.

an entreaty for aid and guidance from a Muse, deity, etc., at the beginning of an epic or epiclike poem.

the act of calling upon a spirit by incantation.

the magic formula used to conjure up a spirit; incantation.


Codependency Commandments


Thou shall not have false gods before me. I shall not honor someone else’s opinion of me over my own divine opinion of me. My opinion of me must take precedence over someone else’s opinion of me.


Thou shall not lie. I shall not say “yes” when I mean “no” and “no” when I mean “yes.” I must learn to be my truth, to tell my truth, and to speak my truth even if others wish for me to lie.


Thou shall rock the boat if necessary. I shall not ignore or deny what I believe to be true for the sake of keeping others happy, calm, content, or happy.


Thou shall not obsess about what others think about thee. I shall teach my mind to focus on my opinions of my Self, career, relationships, success, body, recovery, and life choices.


Thou shall not seek others approval or permission to be. I shall learn to seek the approval of my inner being first, and honor spirit’s guidance even if what I wish for is not what others wish or want for me, them, or us.


Thou shall learn to honor the temple of thy divine spirit. I shall learn to treat my physical body as the divine extension of god/source that it is. I shall learn to thank my heart, liver, kidneys, pancreas, intestines, skin, eyes, ears, mouth, throat, and chakra system for allowing my spirit the opportunity to experience my spiritual journey through this divine physical apparatus—my divine temple.


Thou shall learn to trust anxiety. I shall learn to use anxiety as an indicator that my thoughts, or my body, are not in alignment with my true destiny. I shall learn to trust when I do not feel well around others as a sign that I may be in the company of people who do not resonate with my spirit’s being-ness. I shall trust when I feel like someone has punched me in the gut. On a vibrational (emotional and spiritual) level they probably have wounded me. I will use this guidance to help me navigate throughout my life, and learn to avoid people who are insensitive, cruel, manipulative, judgmental, or unkind.


Thou shall seek contentment and stillness and avoid chaos, unpredictability, indifference, or abuse. I shall seek to remove myself from situations, conversations, stories, images, and people who elicit tension, unhappiness, anger, or depression in me. I shall learn to take responsibility for my gut reactions, and extract myself from situations rather than contribute to ones that cause my being to be out of alignment with contentment.


Thou shall learn to accept others have rights to their own reality of thee, even if their reality is faulty, hurtful, discouraging, disapproving, shameful, and wrong. I shall learn to accept that I have no right to control how other people think, feel, and/or behave. I shall learn to honor how others feel, rather than engage in trying to change how they feel. I shall learn to walk away from people who fail to see the good in me.


Thou shall not judge thy neighbor. I shall learn to turn the cheek and walk away rather than to contribute to the negative vibration of judgment of others. I shall learn to bless all that is, and to navigate my thoughts, actions, and intentions according to what my spirit discerns as either in alignment with my divine being or out of alignment with my divine being.


COPING MECHANISM WORKSHEET TO MANAGE TRIGGERS! Link here- https://www.drdfox.com/Defense%20Mechanisms%20Core%20Content-1.pdf






Betelgeuse is the famous bright red star in the shoulder of Orion. Currently it is positioned at 28º 45’ Gemini*. Orion is probably one of the easiest constellations to recognise in the sky with three stars in a row for Orion’s belt and the sapphire blue Rigel at his foot.

This collection has fascinated sky watchers for millennia. For the Egyptians, Orion was Osiris, the greatest god of them all.



Betelgeuse’s Lunar mansion is ruled by the storm god Rudra and is a “ Sharp asterism belonging to the butcher caste and favorable for punishment, torture, imprisonment, exorcism, mesmerism and separation or union when containing the Moon.”

The Moon was on Betelgeuse when the 1st tower was struck on 9/11. I would’ve thought that this warmongering star would have the qualities of Mars with Jupiter, but instead, Ptolemy gives Mars and Mercury to Betelgeuse. Maybe this is because Mercury has the ability to merge between worlds. As a hunter he is cunning and has to be nimble on his feet with fast reactions. In modern times this Martian, conquering element will be expressed in the business world. Mercury rules trade and commerce. Several symbols combine in Orion: giant, commander, warrior, hunter-stalker, brute. There are themes of self discipline, control, strength, power leadership; hunting, searching, stalking, killing; frightful father, brute force, bullying, clumsiness, desire, rape, destruction and/or creation.

The spirit that withstands animal instincts. Blindness (Spiritual blindness) and a search for enlightenment. In symbolism, a giant embodies overpowering natural forces; representing the dark side of the personality, which may burst forth with both the marvellous and the terrible, he is a symbol of dissatisfaction and rebellion that may turn up as the defender of the common people against their overlords….

the hunt may also be a symbol of passionate striving for spiritual goals, and as victory over (or destruction of) wild animals, it can represent victory over coarseness, disorder and ignorance” [1]

THE DIVINE MASCULINE

The “bursting forth” aspect of Orion is embodied in its Alpha (male) star Betelgeuse. This red giant is said to be approaching supernova since it is already old for its size. A story in 2009 about Betelgeuse’s contraction led speculation that it could explode in a year with dire consequences for the earth.


Of course, Orion was kept in check by the Scorpion (natural law and the feminine principle) who brought him down by stinging his foot. This brings us back into balance. So Betelgeuse represents a process of evolving, from the young naive prince to overblown tyrant to wise wizard.

This is the masculine/solar version of the triple moon goddess. (Maiden, mother, crone.)




Labradorite- J.A. Dow: Labradorite often is an indication that a person's soul may have its roots in the Sirius Star System, and often there is a connection with Atlantis, too, where a lot of the healers originally came from the Sirian Star System.

(J.A. Dow uses Labradorite as a scenario-stone.


Labradorite is used as a remedy for:

• Affirmations

• Atlantis, Connection with

• Brain

• Clarity of purpose

• Digestion

• Energy Leakages

• Grounding

• Higher Awareness

• Insomnia

• Meditation

• Mental Healer

• Muscle System

• Protection against Psychic Attack • Self Awareness

• Sirian Soul Roots

• Spine

• Stress

• Alignment of subtle bodies • Auric protection

• Child Abuse

• Destiny

• Emotional Balance • Energy Vampirism • Grudges

• Insight

• Intuition

• Mental Clarity

• Metabolic Imbalances

• Protection

• Psoriasis

• Self Healing Stimulated • Spinal Alignment

• Spiritual Healer

• Vitality (restores)


1- Wepet-Renpet Festival

During the middle and the Old Kingdom, the Wepet-Renpet Festival was celebrated on the first month in the ancient Egyptian calendar, meaning “The Opening of The Year”. Ancient Egyptians would observe the sky and look for the brightest star “Sirius”, and with its return, the festivities would begin.

The Sirius star in the night sky

The return of Sirius would signify the beginning of the New Year and would indicate the return of the Nile’s flood, which was an integral aspect in ancient Egyptians’ life, and agriculture.




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Shanette Parks
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